There's A First Time For Everything.

There's a First time For Friendship ;

To Make new Memmories Like A Cartoon Strip.

It's Not what I Was going to be Expecting in myself.

To Care So Much about another.

You're Close to me ;

And I'm Just like your Mother.

Becareful Little girl ;

Its cold out in the World.

The way they Look at you.

It's Not something That Wouldn't Seem Very true.

But Don't Fret Little Girl ;

You Know the Secret.

And It's Locked Deep Beneath them.

You Hold it Like Treasure.

I Hope you'll Keep it forever.

My dear Friend.

You're Still a Little girl.

Maybe One day You'll Realize ;

How important you are ;

In this world.

There's a First Time For Everything.

Even A Blog, I Suppose?

Hah ;

Actually, This is My Second Blog.

My First One didn't Recieve as Much Love as I Wanted to give it.

But I'll try Hard to Make this one Last.

That Poem above Is for a Close friend , Who I Treat A Lot more Like a Daughter.

Of course There's Time to be silly.

But theres always a Time to Enroll myself In caring about other people.

I Always Have. But I Want to make a Lasting impression.

One day everyones going to go their Seperate ways.

And the Only thing Everyone keeps are the Memmories.

I Want to Leave a mark in thier heart of a

Normal

Everyday

Person.

That's Where I'm wrong.

Normal is not what I would be set up for.

I Put the Fun in Dysfunctional.

I'll let your Mind ponder on What I Mean.

I Saw him Yesterday.

You changed.

Not by much ; But It was a Lasting Impression on my thoughts.

I Wasn't Strained by this all night.

Just now and again, I Would think about how much you've Transitioned.

I'm More sympathetical About the fact of how You took a Disguise .

And caught me by Surprise.

It was Nice to be with You 2 again.

If its a Meeting of dreams ; You 2 are always there.

I'm Sorry for last night.

I Dont know what Emotions Took an Uproaring spiral upon my Concious.

It was Suppose to Be a Fun All Nighter.

Im Sorry I Filled it with tears.

I'm going to keep hold of myself next time.

It was Him.

You said His name.

You knew He was on my Mind right away.

Why, You might ask?

Because He conceals it so well.

I cant tell What hes feeling anymore.

We said our Sorries Many times.

But why does this still feel like a crime?

To be crying about you.

All the time.

Aside From the Tears ; Im glad we could talk.

My Apologies I Try to Convey to the Both of you Take no Disguise.

Im Doing my best to be honest. You two Shine light on me ,

And im not going to ever take advantage of that.

So He got stuck in my Heart.

Swelled my emotions.

And made it Burst with Butterflies.

It was an Feeling of Friendship Adultry.

I Knew it was wrong.

I Knew You still Had him locked in your heart.

I Was trying to find the key ;

Trying to set him free.

How Conspicious is that?

To do that to you.

You weren't Over him.

And now theres 2.

It happen with surprise ;

At every moment I Would Look into his eyes.

But as I Stare ;

A Feeling of Guilty and Despair ;

Always lingires there.

So the Apology is placed for you.

Because I Had No Right to Interfer

With the Both of you.

There's a first time for apologies.

To try and show, The real me.